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The Sarah Project Experience - DAY 3
IF I WAS GOD*
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This concept came to me as I listened to the stories of someone close to me. Sometimes my writing comes from a place of empathy. This was what I imagined myself feeling and saying as I experienced her situation vicariously. It came easy though because it is what I wished I had said several times in my own situations as an older teen/young adult. I hate that I can think of such amazingly clever things I SHOULD have said AFTER the opportunity has passed. LOL
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I actually created a different version of this song at the time that the concept came to me. I re-vamped it for The Sarah Project because I feel so strongly about this concept but when I listened back to the original version it dragged a little for this project and didn't fit the direction everything else seemed to be heading. I needed it in the journey though so I decided a re-work was in order.
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I'll link the original here just for ya-ya's. It is raw...not pro mixed... absolute artist vulnerability. We are officially real friends now. :-D I can't imagine it will ever be heard publicly outside of this occasion so this is definitely an exclusive. LOL
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I'm going to put the player for that version at the very bottom of this page so we don't mix up the versions. If you want to hear it, go alllll the way to the bottom to check it out. The current version is the one up top (under the picture if desktop and under "...Experience Day 3" if mobile.
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*lyrics to the current version below
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IF I WAS GOD
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Hook
If I was God I would love you anyway
But since I am not, I'll be leaving you today
If I was God I would give you a second chance
But since I am not, I just can't, no I can't
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Verse 1
Oh it cuts deep
And it's so far down you know I
Can't reach
And it won't stop -- I just let my
Soul bleed
And the pain's strong all because of you
All because of you
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Hook
If I was God I would love you anyway
But since I am not, I'll be leaving you today
If I was God I would give you a second chance
But since I am not, I just can't, no I can't
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Post
I just can't, I can't...
I just...I just can't, I can't...
I just can't, I can't...
I just...I just can't, I can't...
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Verse 2
Why would I put my heart
Into your hands? Wasn't thinking --
That part
So I paid in tears and that's when
You start
To explain but I can't hear a thing no,
I can't hear a thing, no
If you seek redemption
Well then I am not the one to come to
Thought I tried, I got nothing for you
Can you blame me?
I am only human
I am only human
But...
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Hook
If I was God I would love you anyway
But since I am not, I'll be leaving you today
If I was God I would give you a second chance
But since I am not, I just can't, no I can't
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Post
I just can't, I can't...
I just...I just can't, I can't...
I just can't, I can't...
I just...I just can't, I can't...